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Going
Home Another Way Gospel:John
1:1-18 So, there they were. Those three priests of Persia. Three men of wisdom who were on a journey to find a baby. Now, it just doesn't make any logical sense to start out on such an arduous journey in the middle of winter to see a baby. Yet, they traveled for miles in the cold winter desert air, encountering all kinds of danger along the way. They thought their destination was the baby, but actually, their destination was returning home after seeing the baby. And their greatest danger was not bandits or wild animals, hunger, frostbite or cold. Their greatest danger was the king who did not want to have his power threatened--even by a baby. This king, this Herod, would stop at nothing, even the murdering of all the innocent children, in order to stamp out any threat to his kingdom. James Taylor puts Herod in context:
There were three important qualities that led and kept these wise men on their journey to the baby and helped them find their way back home again--by another way. First, they knew and trusted the Scriptures. In a world of technological and material prowess, we may find comfort in the ancient words spoken by the prophets, but it is hard to trust them as being directions for our life. We have little trouble trusting what our money can do for us, or what information our computer can get for us, but really entrusting our lives and the journey of our lives to the words of God in Scripture seems not only difficult, but even simplistic and 'pollyannaish.' This was not true for those three priests of Persia. They had studied those words, reflected on the meaning of those words, discussed with each other the impact of those words, and were prepared to act on the direction of those words--without proof, without certainty, without assurance. Theirs was a faith born in the heart where the words of God and the questions of humans can meet. These priests of Persia were ready to embark upon a journey of danger because those words had become the words of their own souls. Secondly, these three wise men understood and trusted nature. Of course, people of the ancient world in all religious traditions and cultures relied on the natural elements to help lead them on their way through life. Without modern-day technology they looked to nature to provide clues as to how they were to live. Those who were wise were able to discern God's presence and leading in nature--in the sun and stars, the rocks and ores, the seasons and winds and they let those natural elements lead them to the God beyond all created things. Such were these three wise men from the East. They had trusted in the words from heaven, that we know as being from the book of Numbers, "I see him, but not now, I behold him, but not near--a star shall come out of Jacob, and a sceptre shall rise out of Israel " They had been searching and waiting for that star to rise. Even though they trusted the holy words, they understood that what would lead them to God was more than holy words found on a scroll, or holy rites performed in a temple. They needed to spend time with necks craned to the darkened starry sky and wait until that one sprinkling of light should break through and cast its guiding rays to earth. And when they finally saw that sprinkling of light, they got up and prepared themselves to follow that light wherever it would take them and for however long it took. They packed their camels, they gathered great treasures to bring along as offerings and they started out. They traveled at night because they did not know which way to go during the daytime. They didn't have flashlights--they had only the star. And the star they followed scattered the darkness from before their feet as they trudged on night after night through that cold desert landscape. Third, they trusted in the subconscious--the inner life--the land of dreams. We are often unwilling to trust in words that cannot be physically proven, or in natural events that might mislead us, or in our own inner life because it feels unreal and intangible. Like us, they had no real proof that the holy words were true, they knew the world of nature could be deceptive, and their own unconscious could be misunderstood, but they had one advantage over us. They were not so bound to physical reality as we. And it's good they weren't, because it was their trust in the subconscious, the inner life, the land of dreams that saved their lives and the life of the child Jesus. It was trust in dreams that brought them to their destination. It was trust in dreams that got them back home after they had honored the baby. So, trust in the holy words and trust in the stars in nature led them to God, and trust in dreams brought them home again--by another way. Have you ever noticed how life requires us from time to time to make mid-course corrections? We think we are moving along one track, and suddenly we find ourselves having to go a completely different way. Sometimes we're avoiding danger, sometimes it's circumstances that occur that are beyond our control and require a different response than we had intended, sometimes other people in our life need us to change direction and go another way. And just as I would like to avoid have my airplane be re-routed most of the time we would rather avoid making those changes, and would prefer to continue on the path we've begun and may not even heed those signs of warning that call us to change our route. Yet, life seems to be a continuous circuitous route between destinations--yet all pointed toward the destination of eternity. That's when we know that it's time to go home--by another way. We are all traveling to God. We may think the destination is meeting God, but the journey doesn't end when we find God. The real destination is finding our home in God and the journey is not over until we find ourselves in that home forever. Sometimes the journey is no longer than a silent breath and suddenly we know and feel we're home in God. We feel an interior "ahhhhhh". At other times, the journey is long and arduous and we encounter dangers along the way; sickness that steals across our life leaving us afraid and vulnerable, grief that yawns like an empty cavern in the pit of our stomach, suffering that shoots through us until we feel we have no breath left. Sometimes, we are traveling and we actually do find God, but there are dangers unknown to us in getting us back home to God forever, and we need to go home by another way. And I want to tell you something very important. You won't find that other way by looking at your investment portfolio or tapping away on your computer, or logically trying to figure it out in your head. You will need to trust in the same three things as the three priests from Persia. You will need to trust the words of God that you have read and heard, studied and learned. You will have to trust them so much that you entrust yourself to them. Then you will need to trust in the works of God's hand in nature even when it's nothing more than a sprinkling of light in a darkened sky. Finally, you will need to trust your own inner life--that place where dreams are cast in shadows across your mind, that place where your unconscious speaks, that place where silent 'knowing' has precedence over logic and physical reality. The words of God, the works of nature, the land of dreams will lead you to God and back home to God forever--by another way.
Copyright 2003 Calvary Episcopal Church Gospel:John
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