EXPLORE
                YOUR FAITH 
                      What
                      if I'm not certain what I believe?
            Well,
                my friend, you have just joined a very large club. Particularly
                if, by the use of the word certain, you mean clear. What
                if Im not clear about what I believe? You see, too much
                clarity, too much certainty can lead us to spiritual arrogance,
                a disease that inhabits many of us clergy types. Maybe we should
                become less certain. That might make us more open. Openness by
                the way, seems to be the more correct posture for faith. Try
                putting a gift in a clenched fist. Whew, souls clenched with certainty must
            create headaches for the Godhead. 
            Not
                certain what I believe? Try asking it this way: Not
                certain what I trust? If we can substitute trust for believe, the
                fog around faith might be pierced with some new light. Trust
                is so much warmer, more intimate than belief. Belief sounds doctrinal.
                Trust implies relationship. I lean toward What and Who and Why
                I trust. When I approach it that way, it seems to lend more light.
                When it comes to belief, it's just more fun and childlike to
                be open than to be adultlike and "certain." Try it!
                The words of this commercial seem to have the ring of the Jesus
                of the Gospels. 
            --The
                  Rev. Dr. Douglass M. Bailey 
             
            Certainty
                is not always part of true faith. In fact, certainty
                is the opposite of faith: If I KNOW that you are standing right there in front
                of me, I surely do not need faith in order to believe that you
                are standing right there in front of me. But if I tell you that
                God is in this very room, right here with us, it requires faith
                to believe that, BECAUSE we cannot be certain of it (i.e., cannot
                PROVE it). If we can prove something, it does not require faith
                to believe it. If we cannot prove something, it does require
            faith to believe it. 
            The
                  whole enterprise of faith involves turning things over
                  to God rather than being certain on our own. People of
                  faith believe that no matter what happens to them, all
                  will be well (a quote from Julian of Norwich, an ancient mystic). To
                  me, that means that even if I die (and of course I will), all
                  will be well. Even if my loved one dies or whatever  all
            will be well. 
            It
                  is not easy, perhaps not possible, to be certain of what I have
                  just said. I believe that all will be well; I believe that BY
                  FAITH; that is, I cannot prove it but I believe it. That is simply
            the nature of a faith-based belief (or conviction). 
            Some
                  of the worst things that have been done by humanity have been
                  (and are still being) done by those who have been absolutely
                  sure they were absolutely right. We need only look back to the
                  K.K.K., Adolf Hitler and Slobodan Milosevic to see dramatic examples
            of this. 
            Certainty,
                in fact, is not fertile ground for spiritual growth. It is only
                when we are seeking and searching that we are open to
            new truths. 
            So
                if you are not certain what you believe, relax. You are in the
            right place at the right time for spiritual growth. 
            --The
                  Rev. William A. Kolb 
             
            First, 
              doubt is normal. The claims of faith are enormous and, by any reasonable 
              standard, should kindle in us confusion, questions, uncertainties 
              and doubts. Not that God wants to leave us there. But we have to 
              start the faith journey by being shaken free from old ways. That 
              process of newness happens again and again.  
            Second, 
              wanting to know God is far more important than thinking of oneself 
              as already having arrived. Faith is a journey, not a destination. 
              There is always more.  
            -–Tom 
              Ehrich 
            In 
              William Peter Blatty's book, The Exorcist, the young priest 
              who is called upon to perform a rare exorcism turns to a friend 
              and says, "But I have doubts." He clearly believes he 
              must have unshakable faith in the face of such an ordeal. 
            His
                friend responds, "What thinking person does not have doubts?" 
            Doubt
                is what keeps us on the journey.  
            --Jim 
             It
                is funnywhen I search for answers to different questions,
                I seem to return to the same sources. One simple verse that says
                so many different things to me goes like this: "Ask, and
                it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it
                shall be opened unto you" (Matthew 7:7). Among other things
                this passage says to me that it is not
                as important to know what you believe as it is to be on a journey
                to discover what you
                believe. God knows our hearts. If we are sincerely looking for
                Him, we will find Him, and along the way we will discover His
                truths. 
            --
                Nick 
            
            I
                like to think that we are always spiritually evolving. A forthright
                approach to the mystery of faith involves a certain creative
                tension. Everyone needs to discover his or her own comfort level
                in terms of belief. 
             --Louise               
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